assalamualaikum.

i'm sorry for being silent for a long time. there is lots of things that had happened to me. its was so un-describe-tively, you wont understand the situation. this is my old blog. still. but i just have deleted all the posted. sorry :)

study.

i had just finished my trial. i mean tomorrow will be the last day. two papers to go. khb and arab. all the seniors said "trial is 10times harder than the real" yes, i think so. trial exam was harder than other exam i had took last time. but i hope. the real one wont be as hard as trial. insyaAllah :)

myself.

when it comes to talk about myself...i feel..speechless... okay, let me start one by one. first of all, i have lost 7kg. but i still in the *O* shape. got it? second, i have talk about this to my family nor friends. feeling like want to start wearing long dress. so i have bought one last weekend but,, i-j-u-s-t-d-o-n-t-f-e-e-l-c-o-m-f-o-r-t-a-b-l-e so i decide to wear jubah. well, jubah quiet okay. it such a simple and easy to wear. just wear it and put on your hijab then you are ready to go wherever you want. and now, alhamdulillah, i change. from the c-h-i-l-d-i-s-h to the -m-a-t-u-r-e-d part. it take few months for me to really be a new me. but i'm still a girl. who likes to read bedtime storybook :)

life. 

to be someone new with new looks and new style are not that easy. have you read a quote that says "everytime we want to be more close to Him, there will be more test from Him" and everytime i feel down, i always hold on with this surah which means " there is always an easy after a problem" - al insyirah.