assalamualaikum and good morning 

its 6.45am. seems like i have few hours free now before go to the tuition. okay see the tittle? its part 2 people, part 2. i just realize that i shouldnt end up my entry like that so i decide to continue the story. 

*ehem*

for me, live without a  mother is the worst feeling. ever. watching other mother spend time with her kids, cooks for her family, hug&kiss her kids really can makes we feel "why me? i want to live with mothers' love too" but hey this is one of His test. which is call "ujian kematian" the guy i talk about in "real story" , has an aunt who is so kind,caring and loving. he call her "mak nyang". again, i dont know much about mak nyang but i know she had raised those three heroes with full of love&care.

got what am i trying to say? no? okay, let say for example you go for a shopping. when you want to pay you realize that you have lost your purse/wallet. so you cant buy anything! you went back home with cheerless and today suddenly you get a gift from your friend. haaa nampak tak? tak boleh shopping tapi disebaliknya dapat hadiah daripada kawan.

that is what i want to stress about. he lost his mother but he have such a great mak nyang. Allah takes his mother and give him mak nyang.

so thats why people, dont misunderstood with Allah's fate. keep on being patient. remember that if Allah takes someone you love first, its mean Allah loves she/he. and He will give you someone.something better.

alhamdulillah, i still have my mother. she is the most beautiful woman for me. my mom knows about him and she always says "kalau dia ada problem boleh je cari mama" see? mama pun dah anggap dia macam anak sendiri. he maybe dont know that my mom always ask about him. like seriously, before pergi sekolah tanya, balik sekolah pun tanya. the same question pulak tu.........okay, rasa macam dah terkeluar topic.........nevermind

so people, be grateful and thankful to Allah for still giving us such a great parents. for those who have lost his/her mother/father, just be patient. please. you may not realize that you have someone else who really love you. you just dont see it because for you maybe "i lost my mother. i want  to feel the love from a mother. but its impossible" right? Allah gives reward to who face His test with full of faith&patient. try to relax and rewind back who is really love you. it can be your father, grandparents, aunt, uncle, siblings, friends or your soulmate.