"we have to face the pain before we feel the happiness"

the meaning behind the quote is, we have to feel the pain first. we have to know how painful it feels before you reach the happiness point. people nowadays, pantang kena uji sikit, amik pisau ukir nama nama yang tak sepatutnya dekat tangan, telan pil banyak banyak, terjun bangunan, ugut dan seangkatan dengan nya la. i don't mean people, its teens, yea life remaja yang bermasalah lagu tu la. for adults, mostly bila kena uji dorang maybe akan menyendiri, take time to be alone, and the most worry things, they won't eat. macam lose an appetite. 

nobody perfect and i know some people ja yang macam tu. but hey, why must we be like that? i know its hard. the pain mostly really can change us. change our mood. change our attitude. change our life. i know cause i feel it too since 7months ago. but alhamdulillah, now macam dah okay sikit kot. sebab dah boleh terima kenyataan. cuma cuma biasa la some days yang meroyan tak tahwan tu. normal bagi remaja seperti kami. hahahaha k.

over all, i'm here to say that its okay, its alright, just forgive and forget. ask Allah to give you a strength to face this. and have faithful on Him, cause He knows best. happiness will come after the pain. inshaaAllah :')

assalamualaikum

*buat muka serious*

hi readers. it such a long time since the day of my latest entry. i'm sorry. i lacked of ideas. takpa la, benda dah lepas kan. biarlah ia menjadi kisah silam yang boleh mematangkan kita semua..eh? okay, macam ni, nak dijadikan cerita nya. minggu lepas, rasa tertekan sangat sebenarnya sampai i hurt people who was not supposed to be hurt..by me... paham dok? haa, thats why i decide to deactivate my facebook account. yela, kang tak pasal ramai yang benci kes hurt them without any reason. yesterday, i realize that things happen for a reason. maybe pada permulaan perit tapi pengakhirannya manis. who knows kan? kita tak nampak apa yang Allah nampak. kita tak tahu apa yang Allah tahu, thats why dalam surah al-baqarah ada ayat yang membawa maksud

"boleh jadi kita suka sesuatu tetapi ia buruk bagi kita. 

boleh jadi kita benci sesuatu tapi ia baik bagi kita"

i keep reminding myself,

"setiap ujian pasti ada hikmahnya, Allah tidak akan mengecewakan hambaNya. He knows best because He is the one who create us"

mak kita selalu cakap,

"jangan lari dari masalah. face it with calm and remember that Allah is always with us"

that what makes me stronger. bak lirik lagu kelly clarkson - "what does kill you makes you stronger".  ye dok? alaa iya kan ja laa.. okay, so i decide hari ni nak activate balik facebook account. susah tau nak stalk bila dah tak guna facebook.yelaa, dari dulu sampai sekarang, i stalk sorang ja..*flip pashmina* jangan bagitau dia yang i selalu stalk dia. tutup mulut tu! kalau awak berjaya rahsiakan daripada dia, i kasi you kitkat. mau tak?!?!

ehem. i wanna apologize to those yang kena hari tu. maaf, terkasar bahasa, tertinggikan suara. maaf ya? btw, thanks to kak tipah kita. sebab sudi edit blog kita. thanks sebab sanggup tunggu sampai mata dah tak boleh celik. thanks jugak dekat twin kita sufiah, sebab sudi re-edit sampai pelbagai ugutan yang telah dilemparkan. hahaha, joke k. kita mana pandai nak edit sendiri, kalau harap kan diri sendiri memang idok ler.

till then assalamualaikum